whoa, seriously?? how? is that with astral artes or something? or are you just that fancy...
he yeah. but... that's over now. i mean she's gone. and i don't think we're ever gonna see her again. but he's here, and his life's not over. not here at least.
【 ugh, this is so hard to put into words. even harder to posit to someone else once he does, especially someone who actually has a reason to care about what he's saying. doesn't happen for him very often, quite frankly, and he feels exceedingly bad at it. but that's not going to stop him from writing it out, the letters appearing haltingly on the page at times while he works his way through it as he goes. 】
i don't know if this makes any sense, but i just don't want anything that happens here to be "less." he should get to live like there's no end to all the tomorrows he'll see. it's not just some last, desperate chance. it's a real life. and he can be happy forever, not just "until it's over." and i feel like that's what you want for him, too. it is, isn't it? you really care about him. i know you do. so... it's ok.
Astral energy, of course. I wouldn't say it's a full arte, but it could become one. I imagine with some work I might be able to levitate.
That is what I want for your father. I told both of you I would find a way to bring him back, and I will. At the risk of sounding arrogant, I believe such a feat is within my abilities. If I do require assistance, I'm certain Rinwell and Shionne would be willing to lend their strength. Between the three of us, I have no doubt we will succeed.
As for being enough for him... I will try my best.
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yeah. but... that's over now. i mean
she's
gone. and i don't think we're ever gonna see her again. but he's here, and his life's not over.
not here at least.
【 ugh, this is so hard to put into words. even harder to posit to someone else once he does, especially someone who actually has a reason to care about what he's saying. doesn't happen for him very often, quite frankly, and he feels exceedingly bad at it. but that's not going to stop him from writing it out, the letters appearing haltingly on the page at times while he works his way through it as he goes. 】
i don't know if this makes any sense, but i just don't want anything that happens here to be "less." he should get to live like there's no end to all the tomorrows he'll see. it's not just some last, desperate chance. it's a real life. and he can be happy forever, not just "until it's over."
and i feel like that's what you want for him, too. it is, isn't it? you really care about him. i know you do.
so... it's ok.
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That is what I want for your father. I told both of you I would find a way to bring him back, and I will. At the risk of sounding arrogant, I believe such a feat is within my abilities. If I do require assistance, I'm certain Rinwell and Shionne would be willing to lend their strength. Between the three of us, I have no doubt we will succeed.
As for being enough for him... I will try my best.